I look forward to this so much. My future. I find myself so many times just worrying and thinking about how things could go wrong or if it wont turn out right. But I know that right now, what I need to be doing is prepare for later. I must be so careful with the things I allow myself to do. I don't want to do anything right now that will follow me in my future that I'll regret. I want to serve the Lord with the purest of heart and the cleanest of hands. What good is my sacrifice to Him if I offer it with filthy hands and a defiled heart. I know He hates all of my show and pretense. All of my noisy worship and the hypocrisy of my praise when I have blood on my hands. Who am I to enter His presence and expect Him to hear me when I'm not truly broken and washing His feet with my tears, drying them with my hair? Lord, let their be a flood of justice. An endless supply of true worship and praise exploding from my lips. God, I want to be pleasing to You. But i know Im not. I will draw closer to Your perfect light. Lead me and guide me to a place where all I am is a vessel that glorifies You forever.